i have fought depression most of my adult life, i use to try and impress people and wanted everyone to like me thinking that would make me happier, silly me. now i just let people see me for who i really am and if they don't like me thats their problem not mine, i concentrate on all the wonderfull things life has to offer me. knowing i am fit and healthy with 2 great kids and a wonderfull wife is enough for me, i try to think only positively and all negative thoughts i try to bannish, there is alot of people who are alot more worst of than me, this helps me to try and keep focused on the positives. i feel for you and hope you manage to find a way to help yourself.keep thinking positively