overgrow, run a search here on depression. There's lots of good info here......you just have to find it.

No, people who haven't been there don't get it. Don't expect them to. Would you "get it" if it wasn't happening to you?

I've battled clinical depression for years. Have you seen a professional and if you have find another one if that one isn't helping you. Do you take medication? I take 60mg Prozac and it works great for me. Yes, I have a back story but who really cares? I'm in the same boat and I'm telling you......you DONT have to live in the grey world forever. But you need some help. I'm sure the thought itself is exhausting.....but quite frankly what do you have to lose? That's how I finally made it to a professional and it changed my life.

Goodluck overgrow......but like Johnny said....it's still up to you to make the choices....it's all about you. I like that......things being about me. I'm worth it. You are too.

good luck.