i can totally c wot ur going through cause im going through the same thing but ive had a lot of shit through the past and still hav depression til this day. i smoke weed evry day all day and think life is meaningless 2.but ive cut on drugs now( not much thou lol) still smoke evry day, but i cn think clearly a lot more and ive learnt to enjoy life while u still can... id say cut down on the drugs 4 your self !... i feel 4 u man totally

we're all he 4 u xxxx
love tia