i've never done any drugs in my life except for alchohol... i smoke weed all the time, and about one year ago i also came to the conclusion that life was meaningless, and i was just meant to be a passerby, never involved, just observing.

but then i tried Salvia Divinorum. it was the 40x shit and it made me trip hardcore. I was no longer a person, and i didn't remember being a person. All i was was the motion of my little world, back and forth over and over for hours.

during this part of the trip i realized that there was a psychedelic world to explore so i tried to pull back. But that just sent me into a circular loop and i was stuck again.

I then saw the real world, everyting was a dark blue color(like in TOOL music videos). I bagan laughing uncontrollably and this bacame another loop. on the inside, tho, i was scared shitless.

after a while i came out of it and i was so glad to be in life. it tought me a purpose, but that i can't explain.

blah blah blah...

that story probly didn't help at all, but this will.

First thing, drugs will suck the life out of you. They kill your hope and your body. All of the people i know who moved on from pot has had their life ruined.

Take advantage of life, but never take it for granted. Each moment of life is special, for at any time it could be gone. Have as much fun as you can while you can, as long as you dont ruin anybody else's.