Man i seriously just went through exactly what you went through like a month ago. Bottom line, now I'm out of school and for what? Because I was getting all paranoid over life. I was going through all the same stuff in my mind that you just described. It got so bad i stopped going to school. Do you sit up at night paranoid that you are going to die right there? That be your last moment and you cant sleep until your totaly tired that you just physically stay up anymore? Thats what happened to me. One night I woke up and was in a panic and while i was still half asleep i jumped out of bed and punched my window out is how bad it got. I dont know if it has to do with the weed (I dont do other drugs including alcohol) because I stuck it out and now i feel fine and i didnt give up the weed. I think it just has something to do with growing up and realizing you cant turn back the clock and once you're old there is no turning back. Once your dead thats it. But dont let it run your life now. Live for the moment. Try getting a girl or guy for whatever your case might be. That might help. I thought i could never feel good again but eventually the feeling passes.
OrangeHairs INC Reviewed by OrangeHairs INC on . How fucked up am i? Hey im a 16 year old male (currently blazed off my ass) and i think im going crazy. I've been smoking weed almost everyday for the past year and i've done many other drugs along the way, way more than i ever expected to. In the past year i've done xanax a few times, salvia 10x alot, acid once, shrooms twice (no hallucinations, just a horrible mind fuck), DXM twice, X twice, a few painkillers, and of course alcohol on occasion. When i first started smoking weed i never thought i was going to Rating: 5