i think your just waking up to a state of awareness that life aint nintendo games and smoke sessions

what your thinking shows that your aware that drugs can mess u up if you let it
so dont let it,dont forget it

just becuase ya friends do xanax dont me u got to
i use them,to sleep,not to get high,least not now
i used to do alot of drugs,id over medicate myself just to put my mind in neutral
it took a long time for me to not to do so,cuase doctors would write out Rx's for me and send me away,
now i medicate me as needed,and only do pills when absolutely needed to stop pian or get some sleep when weed wont relax me.
just dont get cuaght up in the "im the highest mofo here shit'
and you should be ok,cuase at least you think about it
peace