How fucked up am i?

[TrojanMan]

just a little bit sens

[TrojanMan]

not much

[slipnslide087]

yeah due, this is the part in life where everyone either gets over it, or kills themselves. life sucks its a rat race......but you can either suck it up and make the best out of it, or not....or just kill yourself now bc its not going to change. you havent done that many drugs at all really, i dont think its the problem here, but could be contributing.

[Looker]

HEY I'LL MOTIVATE YOU...

I'LL COME DOWN THERE AND GIVE YOU A GOOD BOOT IN THE ASS.....

THEN SCARLETT CRUSH CAN COME IN AND DOMINATE YOU.....

WE'LL WHIP YOU INTO SHAPE....


NOW....ON YOUR KNEES SLAVE!!!!

[Looker]

NO BUT SERIOUSLY.......

Ease off on the drugs for a while ...

Get into something.....

It may take a while...

You will come through....

OTHERWISE WE CAN ARRANGE ON OF THESE SESSIONS....

[Rarrr]

LMAO!

[OrangeHairs INC]

Man i seriously just went through exactly what you went through like a month ago. Bottom line, now I'm out of school and for what? Because I was getting all paranoid over life. I was going through all the same stuff in my mind that you just described. It got so bad i stopped going to school. Do you sit up at night paranoid that you are going to die right there? That be your last moment and you cant sleep until your totaly tired that you just physically stay up anymore? Thats what happened to me. One night I woke up and was in a panic and while i was still half asleep i jumped out of bed and punched my window out is how bad it got. I dont know if it has to do with the weed (I dont do other drugs including alcohol) because I stuck it out and now i feel fine and i didnt give up the weed. I think it just has something to do with growing up and realizing you cant turn back the clock and once you're old there is no turning back. Once your dead thats it. But dont let it run your life now. Live for the moment. Try getting a girl or guy for whatever your case might be. That might help. I thought i could never feel good again but eventually the feeling passes.

[robert42]

DONT WORRY

BE HAPPY

COS EVERY LIL THINGS

GONNA B ALRITE

SAYIN

DONT WORRY

BOUT A THIN -- DONT WORRY

COS

EVERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYLITTLE THINGS
GNA BE ALIRTEEEEEE

[opiuser]

i've never done any drugs in my life except for alchohol... i smoke weed all the time, and about one year ago i also came to the conclusion that life was meaningless, and i was just meant to be a passerby, never involved, just observing.

but then i tried Salvia Divinorum. it was the 40x shit and it made me trip hardcore. I was no longer a person, and i didn't remember being a person. All i was was the motion of my little world, back and forth over and over for hours.

during this part of the trip i realized that there was a psychedelic world to explore so i tried to pull back. But that just sent me into a circular loop and i was stuck again.

I then saw the real world, everyting was a dark blue color(like in TOOL music videos). I bagan laughing uncontrollably and this bacame another loop. on the inside, tho, i was scared shitless.

after a while i came out of it and i was so glad to be in life. it tought me a purpose, but that i can't explain.

blah blah blah...

that story probly didn't help at all, but this will.

First thing, drugs will suck the life out of you. They kill your hope and your body. All of the people i know who moved on from pot has had their life ruined.

Take advantage of life, but never take it for granted. Each moment of life is special, for at any time it could be gone. Have as much fun as you can while you can, as long as you dont ruin anybody else's.

[dr lifted]

if anything, it is an assumption, using drugs have opened your level of awareness up..life is meaningless if you make it meaningless. make your own purpose and help humanity evolve and you wont be a waste..I'm a first year college student and my major is undecided...

basically all you're doing is evaluating life..socrates said somehting once like if life is not evaluated it is a waste...

if you love weed, study biology and become a grower in amsterdam..

be happy, that's my life's meaning.