Well thats very good to hear penguin, I've heard you talk about her a few times. But I've been there and most of us have. Shit happens. People make mistakes, you fucked up, oh well, I've fucked up countless times. The important thing is to not kill yourself at 16(right?) over a girl. She might be important to you but if its meant to be than its meant to be, if its not than its not. But it looks like things arent that bad, time heals all wounds (totally ripped that off a movie)
Good luck and happy toking.