Penguin, dude! As harsh as it sounds, youre gonna feel like this again at some point in your life.. I mean, relationships fuck up sometimes, and sometimes they just get hard, you know? But you gotta focus on whats important! I mean, she hasnt said she wants to end it with you yet, so you just gotta stay cool and not appear needy or depressed, you know? Just wait it out.. sorry I cant be more help, bro