Lit up was out of line in what he said... But I cant follow what you are saying at all....
Call me prejudice against folks who do not take the time to type english as they were taught in grade school..... Sorry. I see a post like this I just pass it by, even if I have an answer for it. No one on the great big internet cares how hip, how hip hop, how street, ignorant, or retarded anyone is in real life or how many hard cases you pass or deal with daily. All we care about is the ability to read a post that is thought out, and posted to where you do not need a degree in thug-a-nomics for it to make sense to us.
Just my 2 cents....