Quote Originally Posted by Dutch Pimp
we got 'cheat sheets' in the grow forums:...maybe, we can make you independent again...:thumbsup:


~SIGH~

Thanks Dutch.

I've been hunkered down lurking and reading til all hours on here.

StinkyAttic has great posts on her grow wisdom and others as well.

I looked over my rented duplex here and get even more depressed.

I can see a 2 to 4 plant grow doable but not as soon as I'd like.

Need to keep at the learning curve, take notes for a list of what all to buy and lights and on and on.
Where to buy and stuff.
There's the budgeting to save too and right now I have property taxes on my vacant land to come up with the money for and though I am ok money wise kinda sorta...the time now for a couple months is tighter than ever.

Even so, to take in the info needed...buy seeds from across the Big Pond and hope they arrive and then expect myself to have a great 1st grow is not getting done this weekend.
Any harvest would be a few months from now at best.

What to do in the interm??

I just don't get it nowadays.

This current smoking generation seems like they can only think of themselves and to hell with anybody else.
Honestly pisses me off to no end when people say they'll do something and either have no intentions are just blow it off because it's not all about or for themselves.
A temp mail carrier scored for me the best bud I ever had in my life and he doesn't even smoke.
But alas, the guy he knows got a paying job and since, doesn't call him back.

He was the only saving redemption I saw in this 20s something generation and gave me hopes.

Dashing hopes that's for sure.

I just do not get it.

Used to be no big thang and now it seems like I was looking to hook up for a pound of crack the way these moronic paraniod stoners keep it to them little selves.

Getting my hopes up and counting on yet one more to help me out and then left like the groom at the alter really hurts, sucks and just pisses me off now.

The neighbors now are on my shit list.

This Thanksgiving when they ask me to care for their pets they can check them into a pet hotel and pay up their sorry butts.
Let 'em have the feeling of being let down for a change!

(I'll be the soft heart for the animals and care for them while their gone anyway but I feel like telling them to kiss my ass and F off).