I want to start out, I really appreciate the advice everyone has given, every bit is making me think about starting to moderate my weed intake (I'm starting a log to keep track of how much I really smoke, this is gonna be scary to look at.) and suggestions to defeat my negative thought process and LOC rants, (dude you are awesome, I want to share a toke with ya so bad, just being at badass concerts is much of a passion as it is for you!) Thank you all so much and really you gals and guys should be smoking my cannabis to help me cut down! :jointsmile:

I am starting to feel a bit better. Out of the blue, I met a cute lady on the subway who smokes cannabis and have a toke date tomorrow! I hope she is a real toker and not another one of those girls. Hopefully she doesn't flake. At least my spirits are lifted a little bit!