Hollywiredtoker-thank you so much for your advice, you are a doll!

One thing I do know is I can't skip the klonopin, not even for a day or I end up with attack after attack for more than a week-it's truly brutal.

I live inland-100 miles from the coast, so I think I need to check out some of these links to places I can go to. My plan is to roll with tobacco so that I don't overdo it, the thought of overdoing it scares me (I know you know what I mean)

I'm all for starting slow and working my way up if I need to.

Yea, I know I am SO totally lucky I have such an awesome therapist-so cool that she won't even write this stuff in my chart. She knows how much I suffer with this-and I'm blessed to have one open minded enough not to toss "non-conventional" ideas out the window. Most therapists and shrinks would have a fit.

I take it any hash should be indica from what I have been reading...I think part of my problem in the past has been that everyone seems to have sativa-and that stuff will literally make me ill-paranoid, nausea, room spinning, and panic, not a pretty picture!

Once I have a card, can I go to dispenseries any place in the state, or am I stuck going to a certain one? I haven't seen much information about that? I go up to see family in the SF Bay area, Santa Cruz, etc a couple of times per year.

Thanks again for your help, I'm beginning to feel cautiously optomistic-something not easy for me!
PanicQween Reviewed by PanicQween on . New here seeking advice-severe panic disorder Greetings everyone, I am new here and have been searching through a lot of posts. I have some questions I was hoping to get answers to... I have SEVERE panic disorder, have been hospitalized for it more than once due it causing severe agoraphobia, I am also bi-polar (rapid cycling) with PTSD issues. (Yea, I'm a mess, but hey, I am still trying!) I've had symptoms since childhood-but became very ill 15+ years ago. I take Klonopin and Zoloft-many psych meds have made me really Rating: 5