Thanks i feel alot better after reading these replies. After i smoked a blunt last night for the first in a week, i couldnt believe that i had written this. I felt immediately better and really wierd to have written something like that.

Ive been going through vast times without toking and it definitely attributes to my depression. Im gettin back to cali in a month and will be able to grow the green and have a constant supply.

My mood changes so drastically when I dont smoke, but the only problem is not only am I a criminal when i toke up I have to do it in public bc of living conditions. Itll all be better soon, I just gotta tough this small amount of life out.


After being able to smoke last night, it has carried me through this day positively and after dreading coming back to this thread, after i read it i feel even better. Thanks