ho boy, something crazy happened last night..after smoking some skunk from a bong (big hit)...(bear in mind that this whole thing lasted for about 2 hours)
It started out when I was thinking how weird it was that humans had sexual organs.
Then I started to realise that humans only exist to have sex, it's like a drug, something that allways intices them, how we spend our whole lives living for that short moment.
I felt that for my whole life I was just a machine, a simple minded puppet, controlled by manipulative emotions. I realised I was controlled by my primitive instincts, designed
to acquire sex. I realised that sex is pointless, it's such a simple process that we live our lives for. Then I began to think that life is pointless, with or without sex.
Life is just a pointless conscious expericence that has no aim, no direction, because there are none.

Then the utter loneliness creept in, not the loneliness you feel when you have no one around you, much worse than that, it's like your whole life you are protected by this bubble that hides you from the real truth of your existence. I truely felt alone in the universe, you realise that everyone and everything you care for is worthless. I don't need to exist, no one does. I finally knew what it felt like to be truely free from physical reality, to experience infinity, and it was unbearable, nothing can descibe it fully, it is incomprehensible unless you experience it first hand. I wanted to have the delusion that life had some direction that it had meaning again, and that's when I returned back to normality.

...alarming experience. Anyone else had something similar to this and can relate to it?
Blahblah Reviewed by Blahblah on . I realised my existence. ho boy, something crazy happened last night..after smoking some skunk from a bong (big hit)...(bear in mind that this whole thing lasted for about 2 hours) It started out when I was thinking how weird it was that humans had sexual organs. Then I started to realise that humans only exist to have sex, it's like a drug, something that allways intices them, how we spend our whole lives living for that short moment. I felt that for my whole life I was just a machine, a simple minded puppet, Rating: 5