I realised my existence.

[Blahblah]

ho boy, something crazy happened last night..after smoking some skunk from a bong (big hit)...(bear in mind that this whole thing lasted for about 2 hours)
It started out when I was thinking how weird it was that humans had sexual organs.
Then I started to realise that humans only exist to have sex, it's like a drug, something that allways intices them, how we spend our whole lives living for that short moment.
I felt that for my whole life I was just a machine, a simple minded puppet, controlled by manipulative emotions. I realised I was controlled by my primitive instincts, designed
to acquire sex. I realised that sex is pointless, it's such a simple process that we live our lives for. Then I began to think that life is pointless, with or without sex.
Life is just a pointless conscious expericence that has no aim, no direction, because there are none.

Then the utter loneliness creept in, not the loneliness you feel when you have no one around you, much worse than that, it's like your whole life you are protected by this bubble that hides you from the real truth of your existence. I truely felt alone in the universe, you realise that everyone and everything you care for is worthless. I don't need to exist, no one does. I finally knew what it felt like to be truely free from physical reality, to experience infinity, and it was unbearable, nothing can descibe it fully, it is incomprehensible unless you experience it first hand. I wanted to have the delusion that life had some direction that it had meaning again, and that's when I returned back to normality.

...alarming experience. Anyone else had something similar to this and can relate to it?

Blahblah Reviewed by Blahblah on 03-14-2005. I realised my existence. ho boy, something crazy happened last night..after smoking some skunk from a bong (big hit)...(bear in mind that this whole thing lasted for about 2 hours) It started out when I was thinking how weird it was that humans had sexual organs. Then I started to realise that humans only exist to have sex, it's like a drug, something that allways intices them, how we spend our whole lives living for that short moment. I felt that for my whole life I was just a machine, a simple minded puppet, Rating: 5

[Dick Justice]

There's people who say "Life's a bitch and then you die." I like to substitute "a bitch" with "fun."

I actually had kind of the opposite experience. I sort of realized that we're here to live, not to adhere to self-applied restrictions (aka rules) that we don't like. There will always be problems, there will always be solutions, and it's best to live for the happy moments rather than losing faith in life.

I think it's up to each individual to determine their direction in life. The best people devote their lives to making other peoples' lives more enjoyable. To say there's no aim or direction in life is a bit short-sighted. You can choose your own direction.

[Not Enough Herb]

wow man u sure that shit wasnt laced

sounds like way to good of a trip off shitty weed

later

[Reefer Rogue]

wow man u sure that shit wasnt laced

sounds like way to good of a trip off shitty weed

later

Dude, skunk aint shitty weed.

[naturalmystic]

Over the past month, i've been pretty depressed and i've been thinking thoughts pretty much like yours. The human thinks there HAS to be a purpose for everything. Maybe there just isn't a purpose for everything, maybe it's just there for the sake of being there. On that note, what's the point of even wondering about that stuff. There is so much more to the universe, that the human mind can't process. There is stuff we'll never even comprehend. Just an example, the human mind thinks that there has to be a beginning AND and end. So when we think about the universe never stopping, it completely blows our mind. (at least mine)

[somebody someone]

from reading tht it made me think. if there is a god. what kind of sick game is he playing. creating everything other than living animals, just to blind us from the truth that everything is pointless, we get stuck in routines and stuff, just to make everyone forget. i dunno what happens when you die. but if all u do is realise all this ^^. all ul be able to do is think about the mistakes in ur life, because everything good was pointless. (and hopefully ul think, damn why didnt i smoke marijuana)

[Jimmicrackedcorn]

Stop pissing and moaning and enjoy your brief moment in the sun.

[Encatuse]

Good luck in life. Don't forget to brush your teeth.

[Jimmicrackedcorn]

I can't stress enough the importance of dental hygiene

[Bwueh]

Hey you should stop smoking for a while Blah....