I can't say I can identify with you completely, but I had a stage where I became disillusioned in a lot of my friends. All they wanted was to climb social ladders, and wouldn't give a shit for you after you had no "use". Meanwhile I grew distant from my friends who were genuine. I had no luck with the ladies. And I started to always think about my outlook.

I decided to tackle the issue with ladies. All I really needed was to loose my braces, get some new clothes and some self-confidence. As my confidence grew I got better and better, and now I have no problem at all.

Since then I hang out with different friends, who are much better friends.


I was also one you would call a 'deeper' person. But I learned to live in the moment. Living in the moment is much much more rewarding. It's the way to get girls, makes you a fun person, and is fun in it's self. Even if you're a deep person, you should still be able to have fun at parties and really anywhere. Just try to not further your outlook, but pursue what really interests you. Don't be ashamed if you find something amusing noone else notices. The smile on your face noone gets is often the smile that will get you the most attention.
THClord Reviewed by THClord on . still lonesome... Can't make any friends... of course I haven't really tried because no one I run into has any of the same interests... tired of it. Don't want to deal with socialites... don't feel like dealing with general ignorance, which even I suffer from, but I can't get over it.... Been reading my Bible more often, but it's still SO hard to be by yourself 24/7... even when around others. My mind is always racing and nothing seems to add up. After three years of reading this site, I still find Rating: 5