the first step is to realize you are going to die someday. the second step is knowing this world is yours as much as anyone else'. The third step is to use the intelligence I know you've got, because I believe you've got insight that not everyones got, that may be the cause of your depression or lack of motivation. sometimes we take our realizations and apply them in a negative way....

Man lemme tell you, I suck with people...but once you understand you can use your mind to learn anything you want, and even practice...and then use your mind to control your body to work for something (usually helping others is a good way to feel good about urself) then you will b free my friend.....

The best advice I could give you, would be to try to help others in any way you can think of....also praying works man...send the vibrations...everything exists as one...praying works