Quote Originally Posted by NoDrugs4Me
Can't make any friends... of course I haven't really tried because no one I run into has any of the same interests... tired of it.

Don't want to deal with socialites... don't feel like dealing with general ignorance, which even I suffer from, but I can't get over it....

Been reading my Bible more often, but it's still SO hard to be by yourself 24/7... even when around others. My mind is always racing and nothing seems to add up.

After three years of reading this site, I still find myself making stupid mistakes (look under indoor growing for semi-right setup)....

To be 23... I have a horrible outlook on life. You guys are the only ones I have to talk to, and I haven't been talking much on here.

Anyone know what I'm talkin about? Is it just the "poor me" syndrome or could my anxiety and depression be legit?
Quote Originally Posted by NoDrugs4Me
Anyone know what I'm talkin about? Is it just the "poor me" syndrome or could my anxiety and depression be legit?
Symptoms of depression:

Weight loss
Insomnia
Paranoia/Anxiety
Lacking interest in activties, and ect
Feeling of helplessness
Loss of appetite
Moody and agitated
Suicidal thoughts or thoughts of harming others

ect...ect

If you are depressed it ain't realy a good idea to be smoking the herb to make yourself feel better as it could create some kind of dependency. It's the same with any substance an individual uses to escape their problems, if they are indeed doing so.

You should take up a hobby or something. Perhaps buy yourself a push bike and go cycling across country. You'll be suprised how theraputic and mind opening it can be.

Best of luck.:thumbsup: