to FBR: i really appreciate your straightforward reply. i had a real lax setup (which makes me feel even more stupid for messing up) so i had only dropped about twice and my probation was supposed to end approx. at the end of September. and actually the reason im still up is cause at about 8 this morning im contacting a fairly respected lawer who told me to get ahold of him as soon as they opened so he could have as much time as possible before the 9th to do his work

to eltone: im from michigan, currently being processed in the kalamazoo court system.

again thanks for your replies guys

anyone who experienced this situation firsthand? had a friend who did? im scared as a bitch and i miss my herb so if you have words of comfort those are nice, but dont lie. if im about to get raped by the courts, id rather know so i can be prepared

the only way i rest well at night during these times is knowing that those who perpetuate this system even though they know the herb is good will face the consequences of their actions in this life or the next

(edit) oh and p.s. the missed drop dates weren't fails. i havent failed for this guy one time yet. they were all subs, so i would have, but as the record shows i have no fails