Man, I could sit here and tell you how my mom used to pop every pill she could find and my dads a depressed and sorry feeling chum with a dead end job and both my brothers are drug addicts, and the shit I went through when my mom moved out and my brother tried to kill himself and we lived in the 'lower class' part of town and I got my head split on more than one occasion and all my shit life stories. Infact I guarantee that I've gone through more shit than anyone ever should in their lives, muchless this age.(I'm 14). But the fact is, everybody goes through shit, some people have it good though, their rich and their family loves each other and everything is picture perfect until they fuck it up. And everyone on this site could tell you sad stories. But the point is, you have to deal with it, we are all lightbulbs waiting to burn out. The fucking world is an ashtray man. So I hope you can deal with it and dont destroy your life by killing yourself wheather it be the straight up razor that I've used so many times or overdosing or just an escape with a drug that just accidentally went to far. Just pull through.