That does suck if your 16 because you are stuck in that crap.I was exposed to alot of drinking and fighting when i was a kid (1-10) and my dad was at home and i hated it because of the fights.Real bad ones i mean.I was stuck there too with my mum always taking pills to try and kill herself because she hated the big party kinda life with my dad.One day i came home from school and couldnt wake her up.She overdosed on pills.Anyways when i was 10 my mum had enough and told him to leave and he did.I was happy that there was no fighting but i missed him bad.I really do think it can fuck you up a little when you are young and living in a bad situation.I remember alot of things even what my dad said to me the day heleft.he said he would get me every weekend.That never happened.These days he wont ring me.He is dying now of cancer.He rings my mum and cries to her about me.Maybe you could go to a family members house for a while until you finish school (if you have nice family).You obviously dont live in a strict environment cause if you did you wouldnt be smoking all the time at 16.I came home at 15 stoned and got belted lol.Too scared to do it again until i was older.I hope you do ok and its easier to say than do but try to keep your chin up.Why dont you try to cut down on pot a little.I smoke everyday all day sometimes but i need to it actually does help me.Maybe you could see a councellor just to get your problems out to someone face to face.They never worked for me as a teen as i always lied to them and never told them the true way i was feeling.If you can get essential oils this is a good mix for feeling depressed it really can lift u up a bit.I dont know if u can get these.Bergamont oil (4drops) Geranium oil (2drops) Petitgran oil (1drop).Just put them in a bath, oil burner or in a veg oil and massage it into the back of your neck.I have done aromatherapy and have alot of good mixes for different probs.Thats the best natural way for depression.Prob didnt help any.Hope you feel better soon