thank you all for your fine responses, they (most of them) were basically what i was looking for - your honest, and comprehensive answers.

as it turns out, i was told today that i was overqualified for the easy job, a message that, while flattering, is still not what i was eager to hear. still, if it means i don't have to make the decision between the two (if i get the harder one), i'm happy about that. i often tend to let fate take the wheel, i like it when life drives.

it's not like im a fiend and i need to get high before all my endeavors, it was just that...i was something of a fucking pothead in college, i did most of my activites stoned... classes, tests sometimes, jobs... i guess im just just trying to recapture that controlled irrisponsibility.

this "difficult" job is a job at The Juilliard School, a somewhat prestigious place. My job wouldn't be anything high up like professor or anything, but it still requires a sharp mind and I definitely would need a solid head on my shoulders during the day.

So anyway, I hope I get it. No drug test involved either, which is a major plus lol. I know i'm not overqualified, just hope I'm not UNDERqualified...

and yea, the money difference wasn't 20grand like someone said, but it was enough to make a difference. and i can definitely settle for a nice bowl or bongrip after I settle in for the night.

Is there anyone out there that DOES go to a slightly-high-up/important job ripped?