aw someone noticed i was gone *feels special* i really miss the boards. i used to be able to get on every day 6th period, but i think they caught on and now its prohibited by that damn internet security we have. (ps: if anyone would have any idea on how to get around that please let me know ) anyway.. ive been living with my mom mostly because she just got her own apartment and i have loads more freedom there.. get to smoke anytime i want, i get to shower with my boyfriend, we get to share a bed (whereas, if i stayed at my grandparents he'd only be allowed to stay the night on weekends).. so its basically like i get to live with my boyfriend and have a house of my own - the only thing is we dont get internet access there and i really miss the boards (and my grandparents).. so im going to try to balance my time between the two places more.

oh and my pap is getting verizon dsl cancelled april 1, but he plans on getting a cheaper internet service so *hopefully* i'll still be able to get on the boards. anyway..

wow im long winded. haha. as i was saying.. im going to try to be around more. but.. im also getting a second job because my car is sucking the life out of me and its about to die as it is but by the time i get done paying for all of the payments i have no money left to save for a new car.. so yeah.. i hardly have time to do anything as it is with school and one job.. now that im going to have *hopefully* school and two jobs.. we'll see how much time i have to play with.

anyway, i miss the boards bunches and i havent forgotten about anyone. now i spend my 6th period in fucking utter boredom because they took the only place on the internet that i actually visited away from me.. those bastards.