Just an update. I finally decided to do it and I have an appointment to see a doctor in Irvine. I'm hoping everything goes well. All I'm bringing is my bottle of perscription drugs. My records that I was hoping on getting are near impossible to get. My parents don't have them, I tried calling them and they destroyed those records, and I'm sure te doctors I saw have destroyed their records as well. I believe they only keep records on file for 5 years. I've been on these meds for 9 now.

Anyway, wish me luck!