thank you flyingimam and dream of the iris... you gave me some hope, and yes i do have a plan and hopfully in a year I will be in a new job being able to do what i want in my own personal life. thank you honestly for the support, it helps me keep going. Soon I will be free of these stupid rules and be able to control my own life. God bless you and everyone that supports your brotherin, where all in this together, lets make life what we want it to be...