ha ha jesus i sure did start start quite a rough convo there, well all apolagies, i didnt no you people got so offended, well i better set myself straight..... im actually not an alcoholic, but when life gets a little touch ie wen your MUM dies, youll be quite thankfull that there is something out there you can leen on, something that (to most people) stabalizes your emotions and and takes away the pain of life for a little while, yeah its only temporary but i think when something terrible has happens its nice to give yourself a bit of a break