When I smoke I get to go through doors that aren't open during my sober times. I always say it's all in your head, and that's where I like to be most of the time. For myself, pot is almost a neccessity at times. It cures my stomach pains that prevent me from eating as well as numbs the pains that one gets used to having. Since I started smoking I don't take as many things for granted, perhaps it's just that first time when you actually see things in a different light.

Stay smoking, stay happy:rasta:
deucequattro Reviewed by deucequattro on . Depersonalization and occasional anxiety Ok, the first time I smoked was an enjoyable experience, no negative side effects except for cottonmouth. The weed I smoked then was almost certainly a different strain, and it was in joint form, not bud; which i smoke now. Now, when I smoke I get Depersonalization so it's like I'm having fun, but I'm not there to enjoy the fun. I sometimes get anxiety/paranoia when I smoke, but I fixed this by not smoking so much. Do I just need to get used to being high? Do any of you feel like your not Rating: 5