depersonalization rules. I miss the days when weed affected me that way.

sitting there inside my head, observing myself do stuff, looking out through my eyes.

Couldn't interact with my environment directly. But yet I could if I sent a command to myself to tell myself to do something. Being in control of yourself in a 3rd person perspective... but you're still there inside your head. I really miss it.
GreenDestiny Reviewed by GreenDestiny on . Depersonalization and occasional anxiety Ok, the first time I smoked was an enjoyable experience, no negative side effects except for cottonmouth. The weed I smoked then was almost certainly a different strain, and it was in joint form, not bud; which i smoke now. Now, when I smoke I get Depersonalization so it's like I'm having fun, but I'm not there to enjoy the fun. I sometimes get anxiety/paranoia when I smoke, but I fixed this by not smoking so much. Do I just need to get used to being high? Do any of you feel like your not Rating: 5