1st things 1st: dear weedhound, I just came across this thread. I'm sorry to hear both of these news and I wish your health recoups and gets better, no matter how stupid I may sound to some people, I PERSONALLY have seen people with far far more adverse health situation than a lung cancer, those who were told by doctors they will not survive much longer, beat the odds and miraculously survive far more than expected.

I aint bullshittin, this happened to two people i know personally and 1 was in an almost dead situation in coma from some serious lung disease that i have no idea what it was. and im talking about the health capital of the world: houston medical center's doctors said "they are sorry"

fate is not under any1 control, if something is supposed to happen it will happen no matter what we do.

so be hopeful and strong. man is one of the toughest species because of his mind power despite his relatively weak physics.

Quote Originally Posted by Nightcrewman
And there is supposed to be a god who loves us all.
My life has taught me this: The more this supposed god loves u, the more u will be tested by him/her and the harsher the tests will be. I cant really get into the concept of explaining this here, but I figured those that are disliked by god will have their earthly life and wants given to them to keep them busy and ignorant.

when u face challenges in life, this means u still have god's attention (love) and must do your best regarding those challenges.

we are humans with limited understanding of the world compared to that of god's, and that is why we always have questions regarding his/her ways in doing things in this world. some will never make sense to us till we are alive.


anyways, I hope things go better for u in future :thumbsup: