I'm sorry my friend as someone who has been without father since I was 5 due to a cancer 99% people live from, I'm very very sorry for your loss.

As for the women....... well you have my condolences as well there too.
I'm currently in a crazy situation to where I fell for a girl 5 years ago and have been dragged all over the earth for her only to be used. As she sits and collects money from her mom out of country.

I'm not married, so I'm digging myself out of my hole. But sometime one mistake can take years away from your life.

Be careful, sometimes you need the feeling that your loved so much, you let it blind you.

"Sometimes the clouds of Heaven, Is the steam of Hell.
But your so caught in the moment, you couldn't take a step back to see what's going on before it's too late."

Something I've said to warn friends for years.

Keep trying buddy, I know things will work out for you!