no worries bro

just say f it! firmly in your mind say a big no to it... u r only doing it for better times, u make your money and u can find many substitutions for it altho the temptation will be of fatal force sometimes... but u r a human being made strong in mind, strong enough to resist it when its "needed"

i too went thru this very same nostalgic moments 1.5 years ago and i gave it up voluntarily due to different reasons from $ issue to other legal problems... still luv it, still my brain itches when i smell a dead skunk passing on the road,heck even reading this forum gives me the feelin... i still have "dreams" about it!!!

but facts of life have forced me to retreat for now, but one day very soon regardless of it being legal or illegal i have promised myself to hook me up with me on some real good shit! 100% independence, i just hope in a legal atmosphere!

all we can do is to just cross the fingers that something maybe gets done by our system to ease the pain, or just wait for the right moment, when we can resurge!

but honestly: after a couple months of not thinking about it and not being in contact with it, u will be just fine... trust me! or at least thats how it is with me!