Oh yeah i will explain why either way i'de lose everything.

All my life i've moved mostly every year, because of this i've missed so much Education and I also got sick so half my life i was to busy crying from pain I could never concintrate on any studys and now im 16 and i've worked myself up to the 9th grade. Im kinda stuck here tho I study 3 hours a day and catch my self thinking about what I have to memorize for tests when i dident have to at the moment but its doing absolutlly nothing to my gardes. My scheluale was fucked around with and i dont think i can get it back to normal. So if i move this year I think i'de go to much insane from having to see the 9th grade 3 times if my mother wasent so unstable and I dident get biten I would be in the 11th grade by now!

I've finally found someone that loves me and i love him so much! And just when i'de given up on men and claimed for lesbianism (Which drove the rents crazy ) We wanna get married, and have kids, and then die together. Oh and if it doesent happen I rather die. He'd rather die. I think part of us would die. Oh its to horrible to think about any longer!

Thanks Bman it is a very tough chioce...

Thanks rip, glad to see you usin the boards.