Quote Originally Posted by Chuddy
Honestly, I avoid smoking with large groups of people, or with people I don't know. I find I get really quiet, and tend to over-think too much. Like, I'll start thinking into things too much, wondering if what I said was stupid or made sense, then I worry about what everyone else is thinking.

For this reason, I enjoy smoking by myself or with close friends/family rather than in public.

I get too scared to go out in public places when I'm blazed. My close friend who means well asks me, "Why are you scared? As long as you don't smell, no one will know." But that's not the issue. If I get really stoned, and feel really stoned, I feel I look really stoned, and I get paranoid.

My ability to make quick decisions without second thought is gone.
That paranoia comes from it's illegality. I personally couldn't care less but keep it low key. My panic attacks and anxiety have been so bad I can't leave my house without smoking a lot first. Going to work is the only time I leave my house.