dont know whether to send it or not ...

[confused]

my best freind is goign out with my ex and shese just sent me an email with a crappy poem goign on about how ime a slut ( which ime not) and loads of shit that my ex told her so i wrote a poem back to her but i dont know whether i should send it dous it sound okay or do you think i should just leave it and ignore the email she sent me

When I think about some of the shit that Iâ??ve had
Thinking about it just makes me go mad
But the thing is its shit youâ??ve put me through
Attempted suicide well thatâ??s down to you
Because When Iâ??m lying in bed I canâ??t sleep Iâ??m awake
Thinking about the choices in life I should make
I know that all this stuff is inside of my brain
But u donâ??t understand Iâ??m going insane
Yes the world is unfair
Itâ??s the burden that sometimes you just have to bear
On my own I sit here
Feeling loneliness feeling fear
I think to myself should I take a knife
And End my life
Get a gun and shoot the bullet straight through my head
Till the bloods seeping out till Iâ??m gone, till Iâ??m dead
Laid out on my bed
The bedclothes stained red
Blood dripping over the sheets
And Iâ??m thinking when Iâ??m dead who can I see who can I meet
But Iâ??m stuck in the middle of heaven and hell
Having to listen to the chimes of the death clocks bell
I cut my self to take the pain away
I donâ??t why I did it, stop asking me ok!
I have scars that I donâ??t think will ever heal
And what Iâ??m saying here all is real
Thereâ??s a baby and it is growing inside of me
But I donâ??t know the man so it wonâ??t have a daddy
I was drunk I was crying he said heâ??d get me drink
The drink was spiked, I didnâ??t know him but I was drunk I didnâ??t think
Maybe it was my fault could I have asked for it
But I know that thinking about it well itâ??s not going to do shit
Yes I admit it I gave my boyfriends best friend head
And I went with his brother so now my exe wishes I was dead
But my ex got head of you as well
But he doesnâ??t tell me that when heâ??s calling me a slut and putting me through hell
I miss when we were close and he held me in his arms
He loved me and told me heâ??d never let me get into any harm
I could say I still think about him I lie awake at night
But Iâ??m not going to lie because I donâ??t think its right
Iâ??m just pissed of because why did he have to lie
He said heâ??d done nothing wrong and that I fucked it up by going with another guy
But youâ??re welcome to him because heâ??ll do the same to you
And youâ??ll be the one lying awake wondering what did you say and what did you do
I hope that you realise that your boyfriends a prick
But u probably wont have time your to busy sucking his dik
I thought you were my friend that we were going to die together
You said weâ??d stay mates through thick and thin forever
Its obvious you were just using me to
And I hope like me; nick does it to you

confused Reviewed by confused on 03-06-2005. dont know whether to send it or not ... my best freind is goign out with my ex and shese just sent me an email with a crappy poem goign on about how ime a slut ( which ime not) and loads of shit that my ex told her so i wrote a poem back to her but i dont know whether i should send it dous it sound okay or do you think i should just leave it and ignore the email she sent me When I think about some of the shit that Iâ??ve had Thinking about it just makes me go mad But the thing is its shit youâ??ve put me through Attempted Rating: 5

[budbuzz420]

i dont think you should.... for many reasons 1. if you tell her you are suicidal, everyone will thonk you are insane. 2. if you are suicidal see a counselor or psycotherapist 3. get high, might help you think about it another way. remember suicide is a permanent soulution to a temporary problem. remember also that things will eventually get better... im not a pro but i can usually help people through their problems. post some more info about what happened if you like. im here for ya. peace

[confused]

ime not suicidal anymore i took an overdose but went to hospital and they fluched my liver out, my freind knows about it cos i was still her mate but i just got depressed whenever i was around her cos she just told me all the time how ppl wanted to beat me up and how i was fat and ugly and stuff i pissed of when i wrote the poem so mite edit it or just send it

[confused]

i just get reely deprssed somtimes and just think whats the point and feel like leaving it all but then i just go buy a spliff and chill out and stuff

[crystal clear pepsi]

my best freind is goign out with my ex and shese just sent me an email with a crappy poem goign on about how ime a slut ( which ime not) and loads of shit that my ex told her so i wrote a poem back to her but i dont know whether i should send it dous it sound okay or do you think i should just leave it and ignore the email she sent me

When I think about some of the shit that Iâ??ve had
Thinking about it just makes me go mad
But the thing is its shit youâ??ve put me through
Attempted suicide well thatâ??s down to you
Because When Iâ??m lying in bed I canâ??t sleep Iâ??m awake
Thinking about the choices in life I should make
I know that all this stuff is inside of my brain
But u donâ??t understand Iâ??m going insane
Yes the world is unfair
Itâ??s the burden that sometimes you just have to bear
On my own I sit here
Feeling loneliness feeling fear
I think to myself should I take a knife
And End my life
Get a gun and shoot the bullet straight through my head
Till the bloods seeping out till Iâ??m gone, till Iâ??m dead
Laid out on my bed
The bedclothes stained red
Blood dripping over the sheets
And Iâ??m thinking when Iâ??m dead who can I see who can I meet
But Iâ??m stuck in the middle of heaven and hell
Having to listen to the chimes of the death clocks bell
I cut my self to take the pain away
I donâ??t why I did it, stop asking me ok!
I have scars that I donâ??t think will ever heal
And what Iâ??m saying here all is real
Thereâ??s a baby and it is growing inside of me
But I donâ??t know the man so it wonâ??t have a daddy
I was drunk I was crying he said heâ??d get me drink
The drink was spiked, I didnâ??t know him but I was drunk I didnâ??t think
Maybe it was my fault could I have asked for it
But I know that thinking about it well itâ??s not going to do shit
Yes I admit it I gave my boyfriends best friend head
And I went with his brother so now my exe wishes I was dead
But my ex got head of you as well
But he doesnâ??t tell me that when heâ??s calling me a slut and putting me through hell
I miss when we were close and he held me in his arms
He loved me and told me heâ??d never let me get into any harm
I could say I still think about him I lie awake at night
But Iâ??m not going to lie because I donâ??t think its right
Iâ??m just pissed of because why did he have to lie
He said heâ??d done nothing wrong and that I fucked it up by going with another guy
But youâ??re welcome to him because heâ??ll do the same to you
And youâ??ll be the one lying awake wondering what did you say and what did you do
I hope that you realise that your boyfriends a prick
But u probably wont have time your to busy sucking his dik
I thought you were my friend that we were going to die together
You said weâ??d stay mates through thick and thin forever
Its obvious you were just using me to
And I hope like me; nick does it to you

How bout this if you really wanna make a point yo !!.........


If i was a slut
you was a bigger slut
your pussy is stinky
It smells like a homeless mans butt

you cried to me when your dad pimped u out
but really i laughed at ur ass while you would pout
i know ur shits not tight
guys' dicks are always falling out

u said i was a hoe u said i was a theif
but , oh no i jsut can not beleave
considering your dad robbed your butt hole
and u asked him wheres the beef

dont be mad jsut cause my pussy 's the best
as far as im concerned your jsut like the rest
2 week to face me and lil ass breasts

so fuck you
fuck your dad
cause you fuck each other
HOW FUCKIN SAD

[crystal clear pepsi]

COME ON GO WITH MY POEM heheh

[LilRedDevil]

Don't send it! She wants to get to you, so don't let her! Ignore her and move on! Good luck!

[crystal clear pepsi]

How bout this if you really wanna make a point yo !!.........


If i was a slut
you was a bigger slut
your pussy is stinky
It smells like a homeless mans butt

you cried to me when your dad pimped u out
but really i laughed at ur ass while you would pout
i know ur shits not tight
guys' dicks are always falling out

u said i was a hoe u said i was a theif
but , oh no i jsut can not beleave

considering your dad robbed your butt hole
and u asked him wheres the beef

dont be mad jsut cause my pussy 's the best
as far as im concerned your jsut like the rest
2 week to face me and lil ass breasts

so fuck you
fuck your dad
cause you fuck each other
HOW FUCKIN SAD

JSUT SEND MY VERSIONS AND EVERY ONE GOES HOME HAPPY

LMAO IM SO FUCKIN BLAZED RIGHT NOW

[Bman719]

Agreed. send ccp's version.... it's much better....

[drofnats]

My advice to you is don't lower yourself to her level, keep a tight lip on things and just try to ignore what's being said, you yourself know that what's being said is'nt true so keep your head up high and try to get on with the rest of your life. You will find someone who's right for you. Good luck