i dont think you should.... for many reasons 1. if you tell her you are suicidal, everyone will thonk you are insane. 2. if you are suicidal see a counselor or psycotherapist 3. get high, might help you think about it another way. remember suicide is a permanent soulution to a temporary problem. remember also that things will eventually get better... im not a pro but i can usually help people through their problems. post some more info about what happened if you like. im here for ya. peace