I would too, since, it tends to help what you describe! Especially the medical blends, if that is what you are using.

When you are in a group--do you feel it then? Do they? (is this porno and should I shut up).

Sounds like the birdgirl has some good advice. If you can't smoke pot, perhaps you might consider some pschotherapy. And a prostate exam!

good luck to you! Will be interesting to see what you do! pr:rastasmoke: