My ex was on efexor xr and they sent him really strange.One night we were driving home from the coast and he made me pull over the car so i did.He jumped out right near the railway line and jumped the fence and just layed on the tracks it was fucking horrifying i couldnt do anything except jump the fence and try and talk him out of it.Lucky it worked because i was 3 mths pregenant and didnt need that stress or worry.It was the efexor.I had been on different depression pills for a few years and i tried one called aropax that worked for me for depression.Since i have been diagnosed with bipolar and they treat me for the mania, anger and excitement.If i get depressed they just tell me to deal with it because i cant be on pills for mania and anti depressants at the same time.Its only the depressed part of me that bothers me and what i take dont help and can make depression worse.The mania is good it means im happy and the anger is ok sometimes because it shows people that i have my own mind and i will do as i please as i usually know whats best for me.If i get so depressed where i feel that theres no point to life i have to be put in a mental institution to be monitered where they will drug me for a few weeks until im so stupid in the brain from injections and medication that they think i am normal then let me out and it will be just the same vicious circle.Am i really going to tell my psychiatrist i feel like that when i know where i will go ?