alright people, its time to have a long thinking session to yourself to get shit figured out in your head. Meds, and anything else taken to alter mood, yada yada, only delays the problem, it simply puts it on hold until one day you have to tell yourself, "damn, it would have been much easier to deal with this a long time ago, but I guess right now is a good of time as any" you just have to deal w/ the shit in a sober mind and get your life straight. then and only then would i recomend taking anything to alter your senses. hope everything works out for the best
thebubbler
aka MiNdYoU