hey there just wanted to take a second too double up on some of these feelings yall are describing. I started smoking mary jane at 14 years old and by 15 was more or less a regular smoker. I think even by 15 these feelings of anxiety etc were strong maybe it was the fear of getting caught, growing up in a family that really looked down on it. For example I can remember going and getting high with my older brother and upon arrival at our house he went inside like it was nothing but me on the other hand I was so freekin scared I stayed outside for atleast an hour or so before I would even go in. This kinda shit really was not all that abnormal behavior for me. My little brother was like my big brother he could smoke and smoke and smoke and function around family, friends etc. I generally always got paranoid as heck. I am 24 now and have smoked once in tha past year and quarter and it still got me feeling really strange when I did it. Just thought I would send that shout yalls way!!!