Thanks for the advice But I think you hit it head on, when you said that modern society is what could have started it. In Africa buying/smoking and the whole weed smoking was completely more relaxed then it is where im currently living. Aside from the fact the weed in Africa isn't as powerful, but perhaps the paranoia of police now and getting caught are new problems that i never even considered in Africa

Ya also mentioned about smoking with friends, YES, this anxiety always happens when I'm alone. That is to say when I smoke with friends im still a little anxious but its way more reassuring then alone thats for sure. I will try the whole meditation thing, but not sure how to proceed. Should I do Yoga and seek a professional, or are there basic meditation techniques that you guys use that can be found on the internet? Any good advice on that would be great.

But I think ya nailed it on the head, mindset is what is all about, and hopefully I can work something out.

Cheers