The important thing to look at is you got love, you have your family, you have the things you really need to be happy. You may be going through financial straits, logistical issues with your plants and lack of friends, but that'll come in time. Money isn't something you can't always regain. You can always make friends once you find some like-minded people. Remember the things that make you whole and happy and be fortunate and thankful for what you have now.