My dealer and my cousin have both quit smoking. They are the only people I see regularly that smoke weed. It makes me feel kind of lonely.

They both smoked everyday and smoked a lot. They don't know each other, but at pretty much the same time they told me they have quit smoking. So now I don't have anyone to talk to about cannabis or smoke with. I don't even have a connection any more.

I don't understand why so many people smoke so much weed that they get burnt out and have to stop. That's the reason I don't smoke all the time. It makes me upset that people burn out like that, because then they become all "anti-cannabis" and shit... but it isn't a bad plant, they just abused it (whatever their limit was, they went past it I suppose).

My dealer gave me the snail mail address of someone who will send me some... but she'll only send me like a couple oz. worth at a time. I'm not going to risk federal prison (even though the risk is small, crossing state lines is serious, especially with that amount) for weed. The feds can get brutal. So there is no way I'm doing that. Plus I have no idea who the person is... it is just sketchy as all hell.

I have one buddy at (law) school that I know tokes, and we've been meaning to get together sometime. Hopefully he'll still smoke when the semester starts in August and we can get up. But even he told me last semester he was thinking about quitting. He spent this summer as an intern with a District Attorney's office, so that probably isn't going to help.

I guess I just need to meet more people somehow. I know there are a lot more people that must burn in my law school class. I just haven't met them or gotten to know them well enough to exchange that bit of info, I guess.

Hopefully one of my two plants I have growing in the National Forest this year will turn out female. I had 3 plants last year, and all were male. I had 8 this year (to try to get a female and some seeds so I could have my own regular home grown supply), but a severe thunderstorm and a flood washed them all away. I rescued two after they spent two days wrapped up in a brier patch down stream and have been nursing them back to health.

Is God trying to tell me something?

I'm going to nix that idea and assume instead it is Satan who is making all my friends quit and trying to kill all my plants.

Okay. I'm done venting. Peace.
jsn9333 Reviewed by jsn9333 on . No more friends that toke... My dealer and my cousin have both quit smoking. They are the only people I see regularly that smoke weed. It makes me feel kind of lonely. They both smoked everyday and smoked a lot. They don't know each other, but at pretty much the same time they told me they have quit smoking. So now I don't have anyone to talk to about cannabis or smoke with. I don't even have a connection any more. I don't understand why so many people smoke so much weed that they get burnt out and have to Rating: 5