Dang,are you foreals?
Maybe you need some new freinds,you shouldnt have to change yourself to be accepted by others,unless what your doing is messed up,but I dont think so.If thats you den das you ....ya know?
I feel that you shouldnt be ashamed or have to be quiet while hanging wid your freinds,cause das all your bruddahs you know? where you can be you and dey can be dem selves and nobody has any bad feelings.
Maybe I dont make no sense cause I am higher than a flier right now,but you seem like a cool guy,maybe you just need to relax and meet some new peeps.