man, when i was reading your posts it sounded like I could have written them myself you just sounded smarter lol

but if your feeling down or anything you should write song lyrics/poetry, it always helped me and still helps me when i'm feeling the way you described

to qoute the beatles "Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see"


people would rather live in their fake american dreams then see the truth

remember it's called the american dream because you have to be asleep to beleive it.



peace:hippy: