you say your first time smoking was out of a gravity and you held it in for 10 seconds? Hahaha, hard to believe man. My first time I couldn't stop coughing and it was only a lil pipe. I only read about the first couple posts, but to me it seems like you want to be a smoker because of the image. Especially with you name and how much you want to do it. I'm not meaning to send bad vibes just want to throw out some thoughts. But its not a bad thing to get into. Keep blzing.