Man... im VERY very sorry for you... it must be awful to lose everything in such ways... i wish you good luck, and that you be ok as soon as possible.

BTW, if you want to go to a far place, youre welcome to Brasil! Here there is plenty of fertile land, much sun, enough rain, cheap(er) gas... the government here does not meddle in peoples lifes as much as the usa government, there is no fear of terrorist attacks here... also there are no wildfires, no earthquakes (usually), no hurricanes (usually)... and people here love foreign ones... (even americans). So, if you want to change your life, you are welcome to come here! :thumbsup: