hey kuri.....i had the same problem as well...it is illegal over here as well.....the cultivation that is.....you can still buy the only for collection purposes (yeah right, LOL)....the only places in Europe that have problem with cannabis seeds are Germany and France i think.....does this mean that over there the people do not grow cannabis?
I am sure they do....if you say in which country you're in I am sure someone may be able to help you....the other thing that you say , about tracking you down and all that fears, i can understand like everyone else in here your problem and your thoughts....bottom line i think that , is, that the seed company want you as a customer that will be satisfied from the product and will come back again....after all it's business....money exchange and all that.....it's my humble opinion....try to find any forums in your country about cannabis....ask around....over here from what i understand most people come from the US&Canada.....of course there are some users from Europe....anyway, from what i have noticed so far you seem very paranoid about security, you never mentioned even a location/country where you are, so what i am trying to say is that it is very difficult to tell you from where to buy seeds as we do not know in which country you are.....it's your choice anyway.....but in the end think about it.....if it's true and the BIG BROTHER is watching us all the time, why then he is not doing anything to go after the BIG FISH (with hundreds of plants) that hang around this site and bother taking down SMALL TIMERS with a few plants like me & you?