Im not in the same boat as you,but similar,My wife who was against it at first told me last week,"I like it when your high Honey!" and I was like really? and she told me 'your so happy and helpful and everyone is happier,the whole house is just more happy"
I guess cause my back aint hurting and I do housework and yardwork.But it sucks,cause summertime has been hard,There has been times when I got a week with nuthin.
But I just have to bear it,Its hard,but I have no choice.
Sorry to hear about you having that problem with finding good stuff,FOr me my wife was like"can't we just buy a large amount and everytimeit gets halfway we just get more?"
I was like yeah,problem is ,is that its expensive.lol
I do have ADHD,I dunno if thats the same thing exactly?