fed up :(

[socks]

Darkneons right hun, what can u do whilst ur recovering?! Enjoy urself while you can n smoke up. Nothing to stop you searching the net for jobs in ur area either, you could print off a few cvs n send them out. Atleast that way you might feel like your being more constructive with your time, and eventually u will find a job. It just might tk time. Good luck with the surgery and cheer up

[hempilation311]

robert i know exactly how you feel right now man. I'm in college as a business major and am questioning many of my own motives as to why I choose business. I don't like math at a ll and am not very good at it and business involves a lot of math and accounting type bullshit as well as Economics and other boring things that as a kid i would never have dreamed I would be studying for my CAREER. I'm worried man. I want to do something in music or maybe sociology but those two fields don't usually have a very good job market. I just feel like I'm lost right now on my career path. I think that with the shit inside my head i could make a positive difference in the world. On the path i'm on, I don't know about that.

[robert42]

thanx every1

Im gna chill out wait to have my surgery then whilst im recoverin im gna apply for jobs via the net.

And hopefully the doctors will pile me up with drugs lol But theres notin like a Medical Smoke

thanks for all the replies when i have my surgery and around that time ill let every1 kno how everything gets on and lets all hope that fuckin lump gets cut off :P

[BUZz UK]

lol, i think everyone thinks like that sometimes. i used to think that i'd hate to wear a suit and be in the rat-race like all those other lobotomised twats, lol, now i am one! i guess i'm only doing it for the money, it lets me smoke and travel, and i don't have to lick anyone's arse if i don't want to. i guess things just work themselves out (or i'm just to lazy to take control of my life?!)